Tuesday, April 6, 2010
3:56 AM
By Tiqaah Flizzow
I need a rest ~ really ! Since morning i've been spending my time in school . not because of having Fun or what . but DSP . seriously i wanna sleep have a rest . then continue with studies . but looking at the load i've been not purposely procrastinate it is piling up . i just cant stand any longer . the pressure the stress level , the works EVERYTHING . im at the verge of giving everything up . seriously , the pressure i felt now is killing me slowly . i just cant bare the pain . i may be so cheerful or irritating in school . but actually im struggling in my works and stuff . trying so hard to cope . but im just a FAilure . i drop my mother tongue so badly . History also . i cant finish 2 essay within the time given . SS i still dont get it how to do source base . Math i dont even understand or atleast memorize the formulae . Physic from the beginning i never have the minimum understand the whole lot about physic . Bio im catching it up . English starting to drop too . Art getting slower in pace . I dont even have the idea what to draw . seriously i just need the old Atiqah i use to be . where i can get every ideas through see things . or whatever . im just ...... Argh ~ im stresssss ~ believe it or not . i cry . yes ! i cry . suprise right ? i do cry . i just cant stand it ! and i mean it . bye